you have a beautiful account btw

but i respect your search

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Style

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no longer writing in the third person

we can only engage in such a way

hiding from the rain

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no like which do people call me

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah

its good

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

is everyoneback on tumblr now

yes

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

fw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

what do you think my name is

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

barren land

ahnaf abrar

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch