December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Slug

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

so at the end

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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its performative

I Write Goodbye Letter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

Can I see

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me