13, H, grate

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

or never left

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Better Lift

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Worse Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

really i want the internet

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them