i really havent

send link

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Style

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so the method has to be autonomous

IWGD

much more tactility

you cannot feed someone truth

like first name

Better Lift

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

its good

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

no like which do people call me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no longer writing in the third person

propensity within someone

wait what is that

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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