have you read

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Rain, starting


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i have read not even 1 book

so at the end

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

"Put a blanket."

but i respect your search

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

plato

in a post. I want to be remembered

we can only engage in such a way

its good

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

whats your name?

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

hello reader,

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.