you have a beautiful account btw

"Put a blanket."

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

all that is to say

its performative

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone truth

division of reality is straying away from it

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Slug

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

December 2025

we can only engage in such a way

Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i love it here

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books