Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

currently


It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

magnetisation/form