really i want the internet

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Rain, starting

currently

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but i respect your search

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

like magnets

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

we need to be deconstructing our identities

abrar?

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i dont understand magnetisation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

December 2025

but really the thing should be autonomous

what do you mean

the site i am dreaming

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