Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
like first name
not their contents
its performative
...
wait what is that
you cannot feed someone truth
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
as in
magnetisation/form
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that looks like my instagram account
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.