I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

you have a beautiful account btw

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Style

I am below everything.

so the method has to be autonomous

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

but i respect your search

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yes

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it


i really havent

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol yea

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

its good

i understand

It Will Get Lighter

send your tumblr

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

feel you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

all that is to say

its good