And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so the method has to be autonomous

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

isaac

like first name

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

thank you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good short few pages

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

propensity within someone

ahnaf abrar

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

as in

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yeah

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no like which do people call me

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people