currently

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

autonomy of learning

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

13, H, grate

yes


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Can I see

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Lift Analysis

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.