you have a beautiful account btw
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
idk
bro i read nothing in my life
lol yea
ahnaf abrar
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
is this you as well
i love it here
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
no like which do people call me
like first name
magnetisation/form
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Today I felt like starting
we need to be deconstructing our identities
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
what do you think my name is