to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Style

Today I felt like starting

it is hopeful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its good

abrar?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i understand

currently

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I am below everything.

It Will Get Lighter

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i have read not even 1 book

plato

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i was tempted to lie about my name