the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
lol
propensity within someone
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
lol yea
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
currently
not their contents
barren land
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
yeah
that looks like my instagram account
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
as in
isaac newton
what do you mean
like magnets