We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

lol

idk

god being the centre magnet

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

no i haven't really read anything

i dont understand magnetisation

fw

send link

Slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

is this you as well

i want to do that too

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

i really havent

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

Picture

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

division of reality is straying away from it

we can only engage in such a way

we want to live the knowledge too live the content