its good short few pages

lol yea

yeah

send link

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

i want to do that too

like first name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetises a pin

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

"Put a blanket."

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

whats your name?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

no like which do people call me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

2 (actually index). two is company


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i love it here

Lift Analysis

your feed looks like my tumblr

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.