its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

bro i read nothing in my life

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

like first name

like magnets

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

or never left

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but i respect your search

i have read not even 1 book

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

kind of mythopoesis

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i dont understand magnetisation

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.