Rain, starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Style

but really the thing should be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

autonomy of learning

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them