theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Today I felt like starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

division of reality is straying away from it