much more tactility

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

magnetisation/form

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

whats your name?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

plato

i want to do that too

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

Lift Analysis

Today I felt like starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

...

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet