Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

lol

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.