And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.


currently


not so on: yvf(wthw)

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

...

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

hiding from the rain

It Will Get Lighter

I Write Goodbye Letter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


Slug

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

December 2025

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike