I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

wait what is that

December 2025

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

It Will Get Lighter

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03