the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no like which do people call me

i have read not even 1 book

not their contents

you cannot feed someone truth

as in

its performative

magnetisation/form

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

IWGD

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

sorry i am texting like a slav

lol

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

we need to be deconstructing our identities