The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too