wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

wait what is that


its performative

like magnets

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

"Put a blanket."

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

...

i really havent

this will be about a slug

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

lol

all that is to say

barren land

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

...

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

we can only engage in such a way

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it