autonomy of learning

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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2 (actually index). two is company

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

and the fake qualifier

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Picture

fw

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol yea

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.