hello reader,

kind of mythopoesis

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

its performative

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


But seriously, thank you, Jack

sorry i am texting like a slav

thank you

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

magnetisation/form

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.