i want to do that too

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i have read not even 1 book

much more tactility

all that is to say

so at the end

send your tumblr

Today I felt like starting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i understand

feel you

thank you

plato