i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

idk

magnetises a pin

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ion

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

what do you mean

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.


It Will Get Lighter

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...


no like which do people call me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life