idk

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

kind of mythopoesis

IWGD

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

no longer writing in the third person

you have a beautiful account btw

Thank you, Jack

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

it is hopeful

as in

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

really i want the internet

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

currently

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting


Lift Analysis

yes

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46