Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so the method has to be autonomous

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

IWGD

really i want the internet

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

currently

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

autonomy of learning

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

so an active mazelike process