"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

barren land

send link

feel you

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class