barren land

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

propensity within someone

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

and the fake qualifier

in a post. I want to be remembered

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."