we need to be deconstructing our identities
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
yeah
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"Put a blanket."
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
and the fake qualifier
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
like first name
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.thank you
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
ahnaf abrar
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.