Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
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i am quite illiterate on producing technology
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest
and I'm playing with
a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
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We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
no longer writing in the third person
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people