your feed looks like my tumblr

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

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was it worth it

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting

lol yea

all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.