abrar?

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

feel you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like first name

what do you think my name is


i want to do that too

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Thank you, Jack

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Better Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

ahnaf abrar

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"Put a blanket."

Can I see

yes

so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24