i really havent

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting


no longer writing in the third person

it is hopeful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

IWGD

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

send your tumblr

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

autonomy of learning

Better Lift

propensity within someone

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

or never left

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

what do you think my name is

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

ahnaf abrar

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

you cannot feed someone truth

plato

was it worth it

have you read

in a post. I want to be remembered

i love it here

so at the end

its good