no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

feel you

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

no like which do people call me

its performative

so an active mazelike process

i want to do that too

...

what do you think my name is


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

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amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.