the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

not their contents

magnetises a pin

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i understand

all that is to say

as in

i dont understand magnetisation

ion

Thank you, Jack

propensity within someone

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

2 (actually index). two is company

in a post. I want to be remembered

was it worth it

lol yea

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Lift Analysis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

It Will Get Lighter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

yeah