i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

13, H, grate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

really i want the internet

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website

but really the thing should be autonomous

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Thank you, Jack

in a post. I want to be remembered

kind of mythopoesis

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

currently

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation