there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

really i want the internet


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Can I see

you cannot feed someone truth

13, H, grate

I am below everything.


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but really the thing should be autonomous

in a post. I want to be remembered

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.