hiding from the rain
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
kind of mythopoesis
not their contents
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
but really the thing should be autonomous
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
like first name
i love it here
send your tumblr
Today I felt like starting
i dont understand magnetisation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me