the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

kind of mythopoesis


we can only engage in such a way

abrar?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

plato

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

no i haven't really read anything

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

or never left

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

god being the centre magnet

what do you mean

not so on: yvf(wthw)

no longer writing in the third person

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its good