something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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but i respect your search

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

we can only engage in such a way

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

division of reality is straying away from it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext