I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
all that is to say
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
bro i read nothing in my life
no like which do people call me
autonomy of learning
we can only engage in such a way
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
what do you mean
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
division of reality is straying away from it
its performative
much more tactility
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
feel you