i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Can I see
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
propensity within someone
brb i will read and reply sincerely
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.all that is to say
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
we can only engage in such a way