part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

or never left

the site i am dreaming

no i haven't really read anything

ahnaf abrar

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Style


barren land

I Write Goodbye Letter

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

wait what is that

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.